Her eyes burned as she glared into his eyes…”I tried to end my life over that pain! I hate that! I HATE that I did that!”
He took a menacing lunge towards her and pulled her into his arms…
He held on.
Arnav didn’t say a word.
“Let me go! I mean it!”
His silence was unnerving her.
“Arnavji! Let me go! Do you fucking understand me!?!”
He flinched at her language again.
And she struggled until her strength was gone.
Finding it difficult to draw in breath, Khushi keened, “please Arnavji…I can’t take this…”
He stayed quiet.
She shook her head, her hands feebly trying to push him away, “I can’t…I can’t be back here…”
He pulled her closer, pressing their hearts together.
“Let me…me go…please Arnavji…”
Remaining silent, he held her fast and firm.
Khushi could no longer hold on.
She had no clue what to say anymore.
Her breathing was choppy and her pulse still bursting.
Finally making a move, Arnav slid his hand up to the back of her head, pulled her hair, arching her neck and he dove in.
His mouth crashed to hers.
Khushi barely had time to breathe.
With no more strength left to do anything, Khushi slumped in his arms, almost welcoming his kiss.
It swept her up.
It rattled her.
It shook her.
She was transported back to the morning.
Memories of his thick flesh sliding in and out of her body.
His mouth on her breasts.
His tongue pushing past her lips.
And as she remembered, his tongue reenacted her thoughts.
Arnav heard her whimper as he tasted her.
Please stop hurting sweetheart…
Spinning her around, he plastered their bodies together and walked towards the bed.
As they fell to the matress, her fingers clutched lightly at his shirt…
“I’m not letting you leave me. I can’t. You’re the love of my life Khushi…”
And she began to cry.
He grabbed her wrists and pulled them above her head.
Cuffing them both in one fist, he pulled hard and fast at her clothing.
“…no…NO…” she said breathily…
“YES!” Arnav roared as he bared her sex…
“NO! Not here! No!”
She was in a panic.
“YES Khushi! Here! This is OUR house. OUR bed. I am YOUR husband. You are MY wife! I am not having the past keep such a hold on us anymore!”
She tried to struggle, but any move was futile.
He lifted his hips momentarily, unzipped, and pulled out his swollen penis.
He was keeping her legs parted with the power of his own, and as he stared long and hard into her eyes, he pressed the head at her opening.
She shook her head, “I can’t be back here…please, please…ple…pleas…oh…ohhhh…”
As she spoke, he slid deeper, and deeper.
Her fists were clenched as she tried to move them, but he held on.
“You’re not escaping me. I won your heart with force before, and I’ll DAMN well do it again!”
Khushi’s head turned and she saw the bathroom…
Arnav could see the memories seeping back…
“HEY!!!” he snarled…
Her head darted back and he quickly recaptured her gaze…
“You will look at ME!”
Anger, denial, fear and powerful arousal were brimming inside her…”I…”
“NO talking! You will FEEL everything I’m doing to you…If you need to make a noise,
you will scream! That is all!”
She was about to speak when he sped up the pace and hammered against her gspot relentlessly…
And scream she did.
Her howl was deathly loud as the pressure began to build to such height that she couldn’t take a breath.
And she breathed out long and hard.
He thrust back inside her.
And she sucked in a huge breath of air.
“I’m not letting you up off this bed until you’ve cum so many times that you can’t move…do YOU fucking understand me!?”
Already having trouble focusing, Khushi now realized that every one of her senses had been overtaken by her husband.
The power she already knew he had, had doubled to a frightening fire that couldn’t be stopped.
He froze once again.
She knew that she had spoken, but the word had spilled from her lips without her even being aware.
Pushing as deep inside her as he could go, he stilled.
Arnav leaned down, his mouth coming dangerously closer to hers…
“You have NOTHING to be scared of when I’m with you. And I’m WITH you Khushi. I’m your HUSBAND. And that title is the most important damn thing to me. I would renounce everything right now, just to prove that I am yours. Wholly and completely…” he pressed his lips to hers, chaste and softly, “scared sweetheart? I am never going to let anything hurt you again…”
No longer pulling out, he began to grind his hips against her, letting the thick length of his phallus press continuously against her sensitive tissues…
Her body began to shake.
Her eyelids began to droop.
A flush of color began to spread over her body.
Breathing against her lips, he spoke, “Any second, your body is going to climax…And it’s ME who is honoured to give you that…I have brought you to that incredible feeling…and I want nothing more than to see that freedom and beauty on your face…”
His words pushed her over the edge…
Before she could take another breath, her body tensed, her blood hummed and she
came in an explosion.
All her senses were held down by the man above her.
And as she panted, and shook, Arnav stared with admiration.
Your fight is still inside you. You may think I’m holding you here. But your heart is responding to me, my wife.
Khushi had no idea how much time passed before she returned to earth.
“…quiet.” Arnav warned again.
“But, the family are…AAAAAAHHHHHHH!”
Releasing her wrists, he fisted the material of her choli and yanked it apart.
Instantly grabbing her breasts, he held her chest firm in his grip and glared at her…
Just as she opened her mouth to speak, he began to rasp his thumbs over her nipples…
And she began to pant and twitch…
“I said…you’re going to cum, until you can’t move…”
Alarm flickered in her eyes once again and he rested his thumbs on her nipples, letting them press in and out, massaging around and around…
“you have NOTHING to fear…”
Arnav was still rock hard inside her vagina.
Taking a shaky breath in, Arnav saw her eyes begin to glaze over again.
The heat in her core tripled.
He could feel her liquid begin to coat him once again…
“Oh God yes…”
And he slowly withdrew, and began to penetrate her once again…
Her lips parted to speak again, and Arnav shot her a warning glance…”Don’t…No words…You can moan…you can scream…that is ALL I want to hear from you right now…”
Taking a deep breath, she let it out, even though it was shaky.
He sank his hard flesh into her, over and over and over.
Knowing where she needed it.
“Look at me…”
Her eyes locked onto his…
Her pupils dialated.
He slammed into her harder…
Sitting up slightly, he pulled her hips, slid one arm behind her lower back, arching it, and the other hand covered her belly, pushing down firmly…
“I said CUM Khushi!”
A frighteningly strong orgasm rocketed up from deep within her.
Her body tried to straighten her back, but Arnav pulled harder.
Sending her into a spasm of multiple orgasms…
When she could no longer draw a breath, he released her back and dropped his body back onto hers…
His hands smoothed over her hair and face as she whimpered and tremored,
Her face was flushed and intoxicatingly beautiful…
His words came out in a growl, his own self control beginning to slip.
Just as her eyes started to focus, he began to impale her once more…
He pressed his open mouth to hers, cutting off her words…”No words…“
Endlessly moaning, Khushi’s senses relinquished all hold they had over her, and she spiralled out of control.
Arnav was becoming undone seeing her let go…
As she was panting and sobbing, her arms suddenly reached out and wound around his neck…
Struck with furious passion, Arnav roared…”God YES!!!!!”
He reached down and pulled her legs up around his waist as he pounded in and out.
Khushi pulled him closer and his eyes clouded up as he pressed a soft kiss to her lips, that was out of character to the brutal show of desperation his lower body was performing.
“I love you…my God, I love you.”
On a hitched breath, Khushi whispered, “I…I love you…”
Releasing her legs, he stay over her and slid and arm beneath her once more, tearing a scream from her throat.
And in seconds, a frightening series of multiple orgasms came crashing down on her.
Her body was no longer in her control.
Pulling her pelvis closer, Arnav remained inside her as her core began to squirt
heated liquid from inside her.
Arnav moved slightly and felt her begin to clamp down hard on his phallus again…
Shrieking in a breath, her body tightened once again and fluid shot out and around their joined sexes.
Arnav slid his other arm under her neck and pulled her to sit up…
Now straddling him, her quaking, sagging body now slumped against his as he began to pound once again.
Groaning out a loud moan, Khushi’s sex clenched ferociously tight.
The gush of her female ejaculate was too much for him, he threw his body onto hers as he pressed her back firmly onto the mattress and he yelled as his testes contorted and send firey darts of semen through his penis and into her pulsing body.
“Oh my God…Oh my God…” he repeated over and over…
Khushi’s body wouldn’t stop shaking.
The strength of her orgasms had rendered her inable to move.
Gathering her closer, Arnav pressed his lips to her sweaty cheeks, “I am here…I’m not leaving you…and I’m NOT letting you leave me…never…”
She wanted to speak, but nothing came out.
She wanted to look away, but her foggy gaze was glued to her husband.
“that’s right…” he nodded, “look at me…I said you wouldn’t move…and I said that I wouldn’t let you down. I’m here…”
Khushi’s fuzzy mind was ablaze with thoughts.
The feel of pulling her husband close.
The feel of him forcing crippling pleasure from her.
The feel of him against her.
The feel of his mouth against hers.
I can’t lose this…I can’t…I’ve never felt so alive…alive………….alive.
“What?” Khushi asked breathlessly
Arnav moved in closer, “I said come back to me…I WILL love you the way you deserve…”
And for a moment, her heart softened…
Khushi felt a thaw crack at the ice…
“I…I just…” but a post orgasmic haze started to take over…”I…”
Arnav stopped her, kissing her firmly…
When the kiss ended, he kept his lips on hers, “…sleep…I’m not leaving you…”
She wanted to say so much, but two more breaths had her falling fast asleep.
“He broke Sheetal’s fast…”
“That means a lot to a woman!”
“While you were having fun, your wife was passing out in my arms…”
Laughing, screaming, banging on the door…
What was that banging…?
Why is is so loud?
Why is there a funny taste in my mouth?
So much Blood.
“Khushi! Khushi wake up!!!!!”
Arnav was beside himself with panic.
“KHUSHI! Damn it, wake up!” he screamed as he shook her hard…
The moment he saw her shiverring, he moved closer, trying to calm her…
Then when he saw tears coming spilling over her cheeks, his heartbeat began to thud…
Finally, her soft sobs undid him.
“Khushi!” he climbed on top of her and pulled her upper arms to sit her up…”Wake up NOW!”
And she did.
She woke up with a scream.
Her eyes popped open and she shuddered with fright.
But the fear soon morphed into full blown anger.
Her arm reared back and she slapped him devestatingly hard on the face.
Shocked and worried, his head turned with the impact of her hit.
“Get OFF me right now!” She screamed as she scooted away from under him.
Ignoring the sting, he felt no anger as he turned back to her.
“Khushi, it’s ok! I’m not angry! I’m not going to hurt you! Think! Think back! This morning we-“
“HOW FUCKING DARE YOU!”
Her vulgar language stunted his brain again.
“How DARE you come back here and force yourself on me! You disgusting-“
“FORCE myself on you!?” with all the power he could muster, he wound his arm around her waist and yanked her back beneath his body, “FORCE!? I may have started without you being aware, but damn it, you responded!”
Khushi started to fight.
She squirmed and pushed…”Get AWAY from me!”
Arnav dropped his body weight onto her…”Khushi listen! You said you were still in love with me! Khushi, what happened!? Did you…” his expression changed…”Did…did you dream something?”
Her arms continued to push, but the flash in her eyes only confirmed what he had asked.
“Khushi, I didn’t…argh!”
His words were cut off as she clenched her fist and hit him across the jaw…”You have NO right over me! Just because you suddenly care NOW doesn’t me y-“
Arnav cuffed her wrists with his hands and held her arms down beside her head…”No right!? I may have no right to happiness. No right to think I deserve you. But DAMN IT I AM GOING to make sure you are happy!”
Khushi struggled as hard as she could, “Then get away! Get OUT of my life! I can’t take this! I can’t!”
Her breathing once again began to stutter.
“Khushi, No. listen! I’m SORRY! I said I was sorry! I’ve lived a whole bloody year without you and I-“
She had turned deathly pale.
“…blood…I remember hearing…hearing that…that there was a lot of blood…”
That horrifying image appeared in his head.
The paramedics pumping her stomach.
Pumping the pills she used to end her life.
And the blood.
Unknowingly, his own eyes began to drip with tears.
And Khushi felt that pain again.
She felt HIS pain again.
“Khushi…Seeing you like that…seeing…I… I just…If I…If I could have put myself in your place, I would have done so in a heartbeat.”
“I had to stop the pain…I didn’t want to do that…I didn’t…I would never…”
Releasing her arms, he held her face gently, “Khushi I know…I know you…you are the most beautiful women I have ever seen…the most beautiful soul…and I am…” he paused, staring hard into her eyes…”I am so so sorry.”
His thumbs moved softly over her cheeks.
“I love you. I’m in love with you. And I could not bear another year, another month, another day, another second without you beside me.”
She felt as though breaking point was imminent again.
“Okay, okay…” he leaned down, kissing her forehead…”don’t think about this anymore…no more…”
Her heartbeat was racing.
He could feel it against his chest.
He needed to change the subject.
“Look, everyone is at our place. Why don’t we join them all for lunch? Payal hasn’t seen you for days, and I know that-“
His eyebrows lifted, “Really?”
She nodded fast, showing him how badly she was trying to stop the past from resurfacing in her head.
“Please get off me…”
Even though his heart sank, he nodded and slid away…”I’ve still got my car here, so we can go whenever you’re ready…”
She quickly stood up and stumbled…
He was on his feet in an instant as she fell back against him…
Khushi’s eyes closed as she let herself enjoy the feel of his arm around her waist once more…
“It’s okay…I’m here…I’ll always steady you.”
Giving her head a quick shake, she pushed away and pulled her nightie tighter around her body…
“I’ll just…I’ll shower and…and…”
He smiled, “I”ll wait…take your time…”
And as she walked away, she felt her thighs rub together.
“My underwear?” she thought, and just as quickly remembered…
“This is wonderful!” Anjali squeeled with joy
“I’ve been wanting family time for a year and now, twice in a week!” Payal chimed in happily.
Khushi smiled, but there was an underlying worry that Arnav could see.
All throughout lunch he could see her trying to stop thinking about their morning together.
She would flush when he looked at her.
Her color would brighten when he spoke.
He could see plainly that she was responding to his nearness, but also the past memories of his denial and hurt wasn’t far in her mind.
As she exited the baby’s room, Payal saw Arnav waiting and squeezed Khush’s hand, letting her know she would wait downstairs.
“Can I talk with you?”
Khushi heard his question, but didn’t look up.
“Khushi?” he grabbed her hand.
She tried to pull away, but this time, he held on.
“I need to talk with you.”
“Fine.” Khushi muttered under her breath.
He led her into their room, and shut the door behind them.
Her eyes soon wandered to the bathroom door and she took a step backwards…
Arnav panicked and hurried in front of her, blocking her view…
“I didn’t bring you in here to cause you more pain…I want us to move past that…together…”
“No no…” his eyes widened…”No, I didn’t mean-“
Taking a decided step forward, Khushi hauled back her hand and slapped him so fast he never saw it coming.
Bells clanged in his skull as loudly.
Spinning around, she tried to flee from the room only to have him run in front of her.
“Khushi…I am in NO way making light of what I put you through. NO. FUCKING. WAY. I will never forgive myself for letting that happen to you.”
Her eyes burned as she glared into his eyes…”I tried to end my life over that pain! I hate that! I HATE that I did that!”
He took a menacing lunge towards her and pulled her into his arms…
He held on.
Arnav didn’t say a word.
“Let me go! I mean it!”
And she struggled until her strength was gone.
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Her heart shattered.
Her senses exploded.
And she was left raw.
Slumping onto the mattress beneath her, she cried.
Full blown sobs that were loud and gut wrenching.
Khushi couldn’t keep up the act of anger, the act of hate, or the act of indifference
But the reality was too much to bear.
And seeing her anguish only brought Arnav’s heart down with her.
His mind flashed with memories of her gushing tears when she was in the hospital.
“Khu…Khushi…I’m here…I’m not going anywhere…let it out…”
She could hear him, but words were inconceivable.
Nothing would come out but cries.
Arnav’s heart bled as the sheet beneath her became drenched with her tears.
He remained where he was, on top of her, letting her feel his closeness, until she fell
asleep from exhaustion.
Once she was finally breathing steadily, he rolled off her slowly…
He stumbled as he got to his feet.
His body and emotions were completely drained.
He walked to her bedroom door and carefully opened it.
Garima and Buaji were sleeping on the couch, but jerked to attention hearing the
“Is she okay?” Garima said sleepily
Arnav’s voice was raspy…”I don’t know…She…she cried…a lot…”
Buaji didn’t say a word, she stood up and pulled him in for a hug, “It’s alright…she
will be alright…you both will…”
Feeling weary and shattered, he raked his hand through his hair, “Can…can I…”
The ladies waited.
“Can I stay with her please?”
Garima smiled, “Ofcourse you can. You love her. She loves you. She is your wife.”
He nodded, “Thankyou…really…thankyou…”
They were about to leave when he had an idea…”Uh, in the morning, would you like to
have breakfast with Di, Nani and Payal? I know they’d love to see you, and that you’d l
ove to see the baby again…”
Finally a smile crept on their faces, “Yes, we dearly would. And it will give you and
Khushi some time to talk.”
Fire began to breathe itself into his heart…
Talk? Oh we will do a lot more than TALK.
“Great, I shall message my driver to come and pick you all up early and let my sister
“Thankyou so, I’m feeling a lot less burdened now.”
“I’m glad I could lighten the mood, I shall say goodnight now. I told the driver to be
Garima smiled, “We will be ready. Goodnight.”
Arnav closed the door quietly as he reentered the room.
His heart ached seeing her.
He wanted to erase all the pain…
And tomorrow morining, I fucking WILL.
He had had enough of her sadness.
And after a year of being without her, he wasn’t about to let her go again.
Gently smoothing her hair away from her forehead, he leaned down and pressed a
kiss to her lips softly.
“I love you…”
She didn’t even stir.
Positioning himself beside her, he carefully pulled her close and held on, until sleep
finally took over.
A soft whimper woke him.
Cringing at the bright light, he moved to try and reach the window, but only found
himself covered with a sprawling Khushi.
His heart brimmed with joy as he smiled.
For a year he had woken up feeling dead inside, and now, he wanted nothing more
than to pause this moment forever.
“I know that when you wake up, we may face another day of tears, but right now, you
and I are one. And I KNOW in my heart that you love me.”
He ignored the glaring sun, and stayed as still as he could, memorizing the way her
body felt against his.
I have made love to this beautiful woman…she was mine wholly and completely and
I…I gave that away…all because of…
And the anger returned.
The fury surfaced.
I lost over a year with you because of my fucking stupidity. But that ends NOW!
Gently moving her legs off his lower body, he rolled onto his side and stared down
at her face.
“Damn you’re divine…” he murmured as he rested his hand on her stomach…
Feeling her belly rise and fall as she breathed.
His mind triggered the memories of her crying, her jolting breaths that could hardly
Dragging his hand higher, he slid his palm between her breasts, resting his fingers on
He felt it beat rhythmically.
Again, he remembered her stuttering pulse.
The spasming staccato beat that only showed how traumatized she was.
“I NEVER wanted you to feel that way…and knowing I caused it…” he shut his eyes
tight…”I want your breath jolting from pleasure…I want your heart beating fast for a
climax you never thought was possible…”
And his eyes opened.
Seeing the small bow on the nightie she was wearing, he cautiously tugged on one end.
As it opened, he saw a clearer view of her chest…
But not enough…
Needing more, he started to unbutton the tiny buttons leading downwards…
“Oh…my…God…” he breathed as he saw her naked breasts…
Leaning down, he breathed in her scent…
He glanced up at her face and smiled before turning back to place a hot opened
mouthed kiss on her chest.
“Ohhhhhhh damn you’re so soft…” he whispered against her skin as his lips moved
along to the flesh of her breast…
She was his addiction, and now that he had tasted her again, there was no stopping.
Eyes closed and remaining gentle, he kissed, mouthed and dragged his lips along her
breasts, avoiding her nipples…
But soon, his eyes popped open.
As he moved his face along her chest, he felt something hard pressing into his cheek…
A very peaked, swollen nipple.
Chancing a look at her face, he saw her cheeks flushed, even though she still slept.
“Damn I love this…to hell with it…”
He no longer could stop himself, and he opened his mouth over her nipple.
Feeling her chest rise and fall once again.
I need to taste her…
And he let his tongue slide along the tip.
Not flicking, but a long, long slide.
His body nearly ignited.
Lifting his other hand, he reached over and rested it on her other breast, feeling his
phallus get harder every time her nipple pulsed against his palm.
He growled unconciously as his mouth grew bolder.
His tongue licked harder.
And he began to suck…
Lifting his body higher, he alternated between breasts and smoothed his hand down
over her stomach once
This time, he pulled her night dress upwards and held her sex with his firm hand.
He felt her twitch slightly and he looked up, seeing her flushing with deeper colour.
“My gorgeous wife…you’re so b-“
His words halted.
His hand froze.
His palm was getting saturated.
“Yes…yes…that’s what I want you to feel!”
Having a newfound sense of power fill him, he reached inside her panties and ran his
fingers along her pouting labia…
“Oh my God…”
As he continued to glide his fingers through her silky moisture, he felt her hips start
Tearing his mouth away from her breast, he kept his gaze on her face…
Go on Sweetheart…wake up…
And she did.
Her eyes unclear.
Her face bright red.
She took a deep breath in and felt her body rush with heat…
Hearing her drugged response, he slid his arm beneath her neck and continued his
gentle assult on her sex…
When her eyes finally found his, he felt as though he would explode…
And her neck arched as he parted her labia and massaged her clitoris.
As she shreiked, Arnav caught her parted lips with is own.
He devoured her mouth as if he could sate his hunger for the past year, delving into
the recesses with a greed he had no control over.
Her deep moan only prompted his already ferocious need.
She shiverred as he massaged her clit faster…
Khushi was panting in his mouth and suddenly cried out loud as he plunged two
fingers into her, feeling her swollen nether lips part easily.
He pulled back, starting into her eyes as he penetrated her slowly, deliberately, owning
her pleasure as though it were tangible.
“All for you…”he whispered…
Her body was now shining with perspiration, her thoughts in disarray.
She remembered the feeling of climaxing, but this was stronger.
“YES!” he snarled…
Her shaky hands were now trying to reach for him…
He felt her tensing…
Her clitoris was hardening…
She was going to cum.
And she took one last deep breath before she fell into a climax with a violent full-body shudder, her inner muscles pulsing powerfully at his still-thrusting fingers.
Nothing she said made any sense…
All she could manage were sounds and screams…
He flexed the arm behind her neck and pulled her mouth to his as he continued to
thrust his fingers inside her, lifting his thumb to rub her clit again.
And she screamed.
“Quiet.” he warned her…
He slowed his actions, not wanting her to pass out before he could be inside her.
Pulling his boxers down, his phallus bobbed out hard.
She was trying to say something, and he made sure she could see him taking
complete notice of her…”I’m here…I’m not going ANYWHERE…”
He could still see slight denial in her eyes, and he needed to shock her into the
Pulling his arm out from under her, he reared back and tore her underwear, parted
her legs and thrusted into her, no more waiting.
The weight of his body forced his entry.
He sank deep into her, touching her womb.
Eyes now wide and alert, her hands flew to his shoulders…
He paused, and hissed, loving her touch.
But almost instantly, her hands were gone.
His gaze turned deadly, “Put them back.”
Alert but not afraid, she replaced her hands…
“I NEED your touch. NEED it.”
He had never been so hard.
Never been so tense.
He breathed out…”I love you…Damn it…I love you…”
Digging his feet into the mattress, he thrust inside her, spearing into her body with
Her back bowed, crushing her breasts to her chest.
The feel of her body against his made his abdomen clench.
His blood raged as her inner muscles clenched around him, massaging his phallus.
Slamming his mouth to hers he groaned, “I’ve missed you…My GOD I’ve missed you…”
And a sob caught in her throat.
Roaring loudly, he shoved his arms beneath her, and smashed their bodies together.
Her pelvis was now completely restrained as he possessed her.
He withdrew partway, then shoved back inside her.
Finally she screamed…”Again!”
“Forever.” He said darkly, as he took her harder and harder.
His penetrations increased, faster and faster, until he was riding her relentlessly,
nailing her to the mattress with his powerful drives.
He growled, unable to stop, needing to be deeper inside her.
“Come for me.” he demanded.
Screaming out loud, she spasmed violently.
“Yes, GOD yes!” he growled as she tightened around him, her body jerking like a live
Her sex tightened harder and harder until it started convulsing, milking his penis.
Pinning her to the bed, he held her immobile as he drew out her climax.
He thrusted harder and harder until his own orgasm spiralled through him, electric
shocks burned through his testes until he exploded inside her.
Screaming himself, he felt his eyes sting and his throat get gritty.
He might have lost all sanity if it weren’t for the woman beneath him.
Demanding consciousness from himself, he started down at Khushi…
“Shhhhh…I’m here…I’m…I’m here…breathe…”
She tried to even out her breathing, but nothing worked, she panted, letting his body
As she began to quiet, he tried to reassure her…”It’s just you and me here…your
family left to have breakfast
with Payal and Di…It’s just you and me…take your time sweetheart…”
He held her closer…
“I’m…I’m…still in love with you…”
“I don’t know what to do…”
Her tone was so tortured that he moved in closer…”I’ll tell you what you do…You come
back to me…You let me love you the way you deserve…”
Arnav could hardly believe what he had just witnessed.
He stood dumbly outside her house, in shock…
That wasn’t my Khushi…
Utter fury heated his blood…
I may have done this…but I will un-fucking-do it! She is my wife and I protect what is mine!
“Oh do you really? I was your wife before I ended up in hospital Arnav, and you damn well didn’t protect me then.”
His head shot up…”Khushi?”
“Yeah you must have picked up that ‘thinking out loud’ shit from me…”
He blinked hard, almost cringing at her vulgar language.
“Khushi, can we talk…please?”
She chuckled, “No. I’m going to bed.”
He was about to reply when she slammed the window.
That resounding bang hit his heart hard and he felt the tycoon inside him jump to life.
Turning around, his eyes aflame with anger, he banged on the front door.
“What? Bitwa? We told you-“
Pushing past Buaji, he growled, “This is UNACCEPTABLE. She is MINE and I will not have her turn into someone else or something else…”
Garima, who still sat on the couch in tears, lifted her hand to Buaji, “Let him…he may be the only one who can get through to her…”
Storming forwards, Arnav didn’t bother to knock on Khushi’s door…
Straightening his shoulders, he forced all this weight onto his footing and kicked her door open…
Khushi screamed as the loud crack shocked her into the moment…
The door flew closed behind him with the violence of his entry.
Standing up, Khushi’s expression grew livid…
“What the HELL do you think you’re doing!? Get the hell out of my…”
Arnav prowled towards her with deadly eyes…
“I’m telling you right now MRS. RAIZADA, that I will NOT let what has happened turn you into THIS…” the way he said the word showed his genuine disgust and sorrow…
“How DARE YOU!”
It was Arnav’s turn to chuckle, “How dare I!?”
He caught her up against him in a motion that was almost too fast to see.
One moment she was pointing at him, and the next moment his arms bound her against him.
She tried to squirm away, but she couldn’t move…
“Let me go! I’ll call the police!”
Arnav’s gaze lasered into hers…”Listen carefully, MY WIFE, I don’t give a fuck if I am arrested for my actions! I’m reminding you who you are married to and reminding you just who YOU are!”
She had only a moment to inhale the warm scent of his skin and notice just how solid his body was before his mouth claimed hers.
His kiss was demanding.
His lips pressed hers apart while he cupped her nape and angled her face upward for the assault.
She struggled against him, trying to push him away, but he held her prisoner.
It was a ‘fight or flight’ attempt to maintain her sanity.
She was trying desperately to not let her discipline crumble beneath the teasing motions of his lips.
He wanted her mouth to open, to devour her the way he wanted, but she was still trying to hold him off…
But what was worse was the fact that she knew she wanted his kiss, and needed it to be harder.
Anger consumed her and she bit his lip hard making him pull back slightly…
“You want to play dirty Khushi…? You know I can!”
He walked their joined bodies backwards to the wall and pushed her against it harshly…
In sudden shock, she curled her hands around his shoulders, gasping with shock.
The kiss changed instantly.
His tongue thrust into her hot mouth…
He became more demanding, and it fanned the flames smoldering inside her.
Passion leapt to life inside her, as though they hadn’t parted at all.
It twisted and bit into her, potent as a drug.
Khushi unknowlingly let out a deep moan and Arnav growled a savage sound…
She shivered, the reaction instant and uncontrollable.
His grip continued to hold her in place as he raised his head and locked stares with her.
Hunger glittered in his eyes, making them glow.
She was mesmerized by the sight, because it echoed her own longings so closely…
“YOU, the Khushi that is MINE, that I KNOW, is inside here!!!” he held her tight, sliding his hand up her chest…
She made an attempt to push him, but he wouldn’t budge…
“Oh no, My wife…I know your ways…And I am NOT going anywhere…I may have been a complete fuck before, letting you down the way I did, but that is NOT going to happen again!”
Her heart was involuntarily beating harder and harder…
“I will not let your fear overcome YOU, and they damn well won’t beat me! So get THAT through your stubborn, disrespectful head!”
He didn’t wait for a response but sealed her mouth beneath his own.
NO!!!!!!! He can’t do this! NO!!!! Ohhh!!!!! Oh his kiss…NO…oh….
Keeping their mouths pressed together, he snarled…”I don’t BLAME your attitude…I understand it Khushi, but I won’t LET you remain this way! I won’t LET you be this person!”
She tried to dig her nails into his skin to deter him, but he only kissed her harder…
The way she tried to fight him had their bodies rolling across the wall…
Had his legs blocking hers…
His arms flexing, muscles easily restraining her…
I can’t get away…oh God…I can’t get…get away…
And the ice in her heart began to melt, bringing forth a mournful sound from her throat…
The sorrowful sound of her cry drew him closer like a magnet…
Just hearing him speak her name made her eyes fill up…
He clenched his teeth…”Khushi…”
With nerves aflame, and heart beginning to spike, he spoke carefully, “Khushi…Khushi I’m sorry for everything that has hurt you so deeply…I know you are trying to protect yourself, but I can’t let you do that…I am here to do that…As your husband, and as the man who loves you…”
“No…” she interrupted with a whisper…
Unable to bear the pain, Arnav tightened his grip on her body…
She blinked in shock as tears streamed down her face…
Before she could even breathe, he took her mouth in a brutal kiss.
His mouth was hungry, lacking the tenderness he had thought would be there…
Instead, he forced her lips apart and thrust his tongue inside, plundering her like a starving man.
Bending his knees, he ground his hips to hers.
A whimper filled his mouth.
One that spoke of hunger, of need, of unbridled control released.
Khushi’s resistance was weakening fast…
Knees beginning to shake, Arnav held her fiercely to keep her from falling.
Her mind woke up and startled her…
Planting both hands on his chest, she tried once more to push him away…
But he held firm, “No Khushi! NO! I WILL shatter that ice around your heart! I know it will hurt! I know you are afraid, but I AM HERE! I am not going anywhere!”
Khushi began to panic…her heart beating wildly…
“Khushi…I’m sorry, forgive me PLEASE!”
Her burning eyes hit his…”Sorry?! You are only sorry until the NEXT time you want to misjudge me or hurt me! NO! No I cannot be put through that again! NO! I can’t…I can’t let…let this happen…I need to stay this way…Or I will drown in pain…”
Taking a harsh breath in, she started to rebuild the frozen stance within her…
Arnav instantly saw, “No. NO!”
Gripping her body powerfully, he threw her onto the bed…
He had to play the only card he had left…
“Don’t you DARE try and turn off your feelings Khushi! You, are my wife! We are MARRIED!”
Eyes wild and arms flailing, she screamed at him, “Married! MARRIED?! This isn’t a marriage! You break my heart constantly!”
As she tried to move away, he dropped the weight of his body against hers, leaving her immobile…
“Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada, I know it hurts to remember, but we have each other! Look at me! I am not giving up!…”
The spark that had been missing from her eyes was now flickering…
She mentally screamed at herself ‘”NO! This torture finally has to be put to rest!”
But Arnav was now in control…
“That year without you…my heart was no longer beating with life…It was beaten…and I will not let you feel that way!”
As he felt Khushi try move away again, he became desperate…
Holding her firmly, his mouth latched fiercely onto hers…
She twisted, writhed and physically demanded escape…
But Arnav’s grip was unyelding…
His power and strength was now dominating her with full force…
White-hot desire slammed unmercifully into his body.
His breath caught, tearing their lips apart.
Their eyes finally met.
Passion, hot and alive, smoldered between them.
And yet the hurt he had mercilessly bestowed on her was ripping her heart into shreds…
He could see her bleeding expression…
Heart pounding like a drum against his chest, he slipped his hands lower to brace her hips.
Holding her tightly against his hard body, he pressed their sexes together…
She felt so right, so perfect in his arms.
The urge to berate himself was warring with the need to possess her…
He lifted his lids and took her mouth in another scorching kiss.
Khushi knew she was losing…
Breathing was already difficult…
Emotions were now resurfacing in her heart…
Holding her down with his lower body, he began to trace his fingers up her rib cage…
He felt her gasp into his mouth as his hands covered her breasts..
His lips pressed more brutally hers at the same time he wedged her nipple between a thumb and forefinger and squeezed.
Devouring her mouth, he swallowed her cry and increased the pressure of his fingers.
All thoughts of where they were and the pain that surrounded them ignigted within her.
Trying one final time, she tried to shift, nugde and propel him away, but every effort was in vain…
His mouth fused to hers, teeth clashing, tongues tangling…
And as he covered her body like a second skin, she released a cry that touched his heart.
“I know it will hurt…It will hurt to release the memories…but I’m here…so you can do and say whatever you want, scream, kick, lash out, tell me you hate me, but Khushi…” his fingers tightened on her nipples and his hips pressed harder into hers, “I love you, and I’m not going ANYWHERE.”
And she broke.