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FF : FROZEN . . . Part 15

March 23, 2012

Arnav mouth watered tasting her breasts…
The first time his lips touched her there it was purely to kiss her pain away…
But now…
Now he was a husband…
An enraged possessive, protector who was adamant to wipe  ANY vile memory from his wife’s mind…
He drowned her stinging nipples with his wet mouth until he no longer heard her hiss in pain…
All anguished sounds had been replaced with sighs of contentment…
Sighs of serenity…
Sighs of pleasure…
He trailed kisses up her neck, pausing after each one to breathe on her damp skin…
His face hovered over hers…”Khushi?” he whispered…
He saw tears running down her cheeks…”no no no…please…don’t cry…i told you to tell me if i was hurting you…”
“you didn’t…i mean…you did…but not right now…right now was…was beautiful…but you…you said…”
Arnav’s jaw tightened, dreading to hear what she was going to say…
“you…I…I thought you…you told me you…you hated me…so many times…so many…” as soon as the words left her lips her body shook with despair as her sobs  sliced Arnav’s heart into pieces…
Holding her by her shoulders…carefully avoiding to press any of her bruises, he lifted her to him…
Shaking her gently he spoke to her…”Khushi…Khushi look at me…”
When she didn’t respond, he shook her harder…”Look at me Khushi!!!”
Her eyes flew open, looking painfully up at him…
His heart clenched in his chest as he continued…”You want to know what i hate??? I hate myself for letting you believe that! I hate myself for speaking those words to you! I hate myself for EVER EVER hurting you…i hate myself for letting that creep near you! I hate myself for every rude thing i’ve done  to you…I told the one and only person who i could NEVER EVER hate, that i hated her…I will never ever stop asking for your forgiveness for this…I don’t hate you…not even when you’re completely insane, crazy, obnoxious, or constantly jabbering…I LOVE YOU… I LOVE ONLY YOU…”
She coudln’t take her eyes off him…
This man who had been the cause of most of the trouble in her life, was now treasuring her life more than his own…
“You…you love me…”
“Yes Khushi…and i know you’re scared, hurting, and confused right now…but what i feel for you won’t ever change…”
Khushi’s eyes started to get droopy…
Arnav lay her back on the bed…
He lowered her shirt… kissed her lips softly and whispered…”Sleep…”
Her head shook…”I don’t want to…every time i do…i have…i have nightmares…”
He positioned himself next to her…lifting her head to slide his arm under…”I’m here… i’m not going anywhere…”
“Please don’t…” Her eyes closed as she fell asleep…
Arnav kissed her forehead…”Never…”
……..
The next few hours passed…
Arnav tried not to sleep…
He didn’t want Khushi to wake up afraid…or wake up and try to leave again….
But laying next to his wife…knowing she was alive…made all his nervous energy seep out of him and eventually he fell asleep…
…………..
Khushi woke up hearing the clapping of thunder…
She sat up with a fright…
Looking around, she saw she was alone…
“Ar…Arnavji??” she called out nervously
No response…
She lifted her aching limbs off the bed and started to look around the room…
Lightening flashed again and she saw the hospital room door…
Her heart constricted in terror …
Through the glass panel, she saw a face…
…Shyam…
Thunder struck fiercely…Not from the sky… From her heart…
She stood frozen to the floor and shook with fear…
Lightening flared across the sky once more…
It lit up the room…
Khushi prayed earnestly  that she wouldn’t see that evil face behind the door again…
As the light cascaded across the room, she opened her eyes…
Khushi let out a deafening scream…
Because now…standing directly in front of her…
Was Shyam…
She staggered back as he veered towards her…
His twisted smile focused on her as he said…”I told you I’d be back…now i’m going to have you…make you fully mine…and then…i’ll finish you…!!!!! “
Khushi shook her head in terror…”no…..NO…YOU CAN’T HAVE ME!!!…..”
“oh yeah i can…i’m going to be your first…and your last…”
“No….NO!!!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARNAVJI WHERE ARE YOU!??!?!?! HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
……….
Arnav’s senses sprung to  attention hearing Khushi scream…
He quickly shot up and grabbed her to sit up…
She had only screamed once…now she was crying brokenly saying “NO…NO” repeatedly…
 
His face came close to hers…as he whispered , “Khushi…Shhhhh….Khushi….”
Khushi felt Arnav’s breath on her…felt his hands on her…
She quickly opened her eyes…
“Arnavji?”
He nodded and brought his hand up to carress her face…
Khushi exhaled in relief and fright as she flung her arms around his neck pulling him close to her…
Arnav didn’t know how much more of her pain he could take…her torment was killing him inside…
He didn’t know what was the right way to respond…he didn’t want to take advantage of her, and he didn’t want to neglect her…
She had to be treated carefully…but she also had to be shown safe, protective love…
Arnav held her head softly, and held back his deep desire to hold her close and kiss her frantically…
“Khushi…Khushi tell me what happened…”
She only clung harder to him…
“Don’t let him get me! He said he wants to make me ‘his’…NO!! Please don’t let that hap…”
Arnav snapped and lost the last shred of self-control he possessed. ..
Embracing her waist he pulled her close, grabbed her head and started fiercely kissing her sweet lips. ..
She matched his kiss with a fierceness of her own. ..
He buried his hands in her hair, kissing her like she was his only source of oxygen…
The sensations produced by Arnav’s touch erased every thought in her mind. ..
She rode the tide of emotion that swept her into another world.
Gasping for breath, Khushi’s head fell back and Arnav sucked hard on her neck…
“NO ONE is going to harm you…and I AM YOUR HUSBAND…I will be your first and last…No other man is EVER going to have you in that way…ONLY ME…”
“Ar…Arnavji…please…” Khushi’s tear choked plea broke his resolve…he had to claim her…fully…now…
20 Comments leave one →
  1. March 23, 2012 12:31 pm

    Uh oh! This better NOT make her hate Arnav. Although, I feel like this is the only way Khushi's fear of Shyam being her first and claiming her will go away! Can't wait for more!

  2. March 23, 2012 12:55 pm

    love it!! -one of your fans from IF

  3. March 23, 2012 1:36 pm

    Oh my god poor Kushi is tormented I hope this doesn't cause more trouble hope his ale to feel her safe by claiming her….Smileyhug7679

  4. March 23, 2012 1:40 pm

    omg! poor khushi. i'd be shit scared seeing shyam too, LOL. hope arnav comforts her. awww(zara)xxx

  5. March 23, 2012 1:45 pm

    oh yet how many days that khushi have to undergo these nightmares……..

  6. March 23, 2012 3:02 pm

    awesome update this is the perfect way to get rid of her fear of snake coming getting her loved the update glad he there to help her (DUMAS)

  7. March 23, 2012 5:54 pm

    nice update…once ASR kills Shyam infront of Khushi then only this girl will sleep peacefully.

  8. March 23, 2012 6:08 pm

    That was an amazing update!Finally they talked and he said he'll never let her go awwdamn that nightmare was bad! so horrificand now both will be becoming one…

  9. March 23, 2012 7:02 pm

    I am sick of this Shyam. Cant wait for Khushi to recover from this shock. Hopefully, now Arnav will claim her and she will be clasm and feel protected with Arnav. Pls cont soon….Dhrastee

  10. March 23, 2012 11:41 pm

    Hate Shyam!! What an ass he is

  11. March 24, 2012 3:31 am

    why can't shyam just drop dead….

  12. March 24, 2012 3:35 am

    please just kill shyam or let a truck run over him this is was very painful but very touchingshy

  13. March 24, 2012 5:02 am

    That was so painful

  14. March 24, 2012 5:16 am

    love your writing so much…thanks so much for the pmPissa99 (IF)

  15. March 24, 2012 9:22 am

    It's heartbreaking to see Khushi in such a situation. I have a feeling that this is the only way Arnav is able to get through to her and she wants it like this. Please continue soon. 🙂 (smelling_salts)

  16. March 24, 2012 9:24 am

    It's heartbreaking to see Khushi in such a situation. I have a feeling that this is the only way Arnav is able to get through to her and she wants it like this. Please continue soon. 🙂 (smelling_salts)

  17. March 24, 2012 10:29 am

    ugh! hate shyam…the creep….he frightened her so badly…

  18. March 24, 2012 3:47 pm

    Poor Khushi. She is really scared. Happy that Arnav is there for her. – desisweetheart9 from IF.

  19. March 24, 2012 7:50 pm

    Loved it, gosh I hate Shyam so much. Please continue soon.rockinggirl5

  20. March 25, 2012 9:32 pm

    An Amazing update! Finally they talked and he said he'll never let her go.(tinsel)

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