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FF : I Am…FREE Part 32

September 30, 2012

Arnav awoke to a sight he had prayed he would get to see again…
Khushi, sleeping peacefully at his side…
She  took his breath away.
So beautiful, so trusting…
Trust.
He knew that what he said to her before they came home wasn’t the truth…but…
She had just come out of a coma…just recovered from poisoning…
He didn’t want her feeling fantic or depressed over what had truly happened…
*flashback*
After two weeks in hospital, finally, Khushi was discharged and allowed to go home…
“She’s still quite weakened, so don’t let her do too much…”
Arnav glanced from the doctor to khushi…”Did you hear what he said?”
Khushi pursed her lips…”He said not to let me to ‘too much’…I can still do SOME things right?” 
She stared expectantly at the doctor…
“Yes ofcourse you can do things…just not too much…don’t strain yourself…”
Khushi smirked at Arnav who still had a very stern look about his face…
“…and as for any physical intimacy, ease back into that too…don’t expect too much too soon…but don’t abstain from it, she needs the affection…”
Arnav finally started to grin…especially when he saw Khushi blushing…
“I’ll just get your discharge papers, and you can head back home…”
Arnav turned back to Khushi, who was getting up…
“Hey, hey, hey…Where do you think you’re going?”
Khushi scowled at Arnav…”I’m only standing up Arnavji!”
Arnav smiled, “Ok, well if you plan on doing any lifting, or moving, or…”
“I’ll hire a bulldozer for all that…”
As Khushi stood on her shaky legs, she stumbled slightly, bringing a rushing Arnav to her…
His arms wrapped securely around her…
Her hands landed on his chest…
As their gazes joined, Arnav became acutely aware that she was alive, awake, and close…so close
He could feel every inch of her warm body that was pressing against his…
“Khushi…”
Their moment was soon cut short by the bombarding entrance of family members…
“Khushi!” Payal squeeled, “You’re up! Oh my gosh! I’m so happy!”
Payal nearly pushed Arnav away as she tightly hugged her sister…
Akash and Nani were smiling seeing the reunion…
“We have to get going…They’ve officially discharged Khushiji, and the car is running…”
Payal released Khushi and went to pick up her small hospital bag…
“well, lets go!” Nani said smiling…
Khushi leaned around slightly, looking out the door…”Where”s Di?”
Everyone’s smile instantly withered away…
Khushi looked to Arnav…”Is she ok? Where Is she?”
Arnav didn’t want to be angry at Khushi, but hearing her concern for his betraying sister infuriated him…
He took a deep breath…”Can everyone please wait for us at the car?”
Khushi stared carefully at Arnav as he sat her down on the bed…
“Khushi…she…She is in hospital here…”
Khushi’s eyes widened and she began to gasp…”What? What happened? Arnavji why aren’t you with her!?”
He clenched his fists..
“Why are you worried for her!? She hurt you!? She poisoned you!?” he thought furiously…”But…you don’t KNOW that she poisoned you…”
Seeing Khushi’s distress, he quickly lifted his hands and held her face gently…”Khushi, she was distressed, and she needed…needed councelling for her emotions…”
Khushi began to calm…
Even though Anjali had hurt her, her soft heart was praying for reconcilliation…
Especially because Arnav loved his sister more than anything…
“I see…shouldn’t you be with her? I’m alright now, and Jiji and …”
Arnav slid dangerously close to her on the bed, their torsos crashed together, his fire-filled eyes reeling in hers…”I am staying with you…I am NOT leaving you…do you understand?”
Khushi didn’t have time to be afraid, to wonder, or to question him…
His mouth speedily descended to hers, pressing down firmly…
She felt his hands slide around her, encasing her securely…
*end of flashback*
She lay so peacefully beside him…
“I didn’t lie, I just withheld some information…”… but an ache started in his chest…
Moaning seductively, she rolled over, throwing an arm and leg over him…
And then it came.
A craving so strong he couldn’t ignore it.
He leaned over and kissed her … perilously close to his lips.
Khushi sighed as her eyes began to open…
He couldn’t think with her mouth so close to his…
Angling  away to create some distance, he gently held her cheek in his hand and spoke softly…”Hi…how are you feeling?”
Khushi  turned her head and pressed an openmouthed kiss to his palm, temporarily shorting out his brain.
He recalled the mornings he’d spend in the hospital…waking up and seeing her still in a coma…
He’d felt more empty than he’d been before…
“I’m feeling fine…Just a big weak…I’ll get up now…”
She began to move, but before she could disentangle their bodies, he ran his hand down her neck to her chest, his fingertips dancing along the edge of the suddenly not-thin-enough sheet.
Arnav bit back a groan.
How easily she could chase away the bitter cold inside…
“Khushi…” his voice was so roughed up from emotion that it barely sounded like his own.
Her little sighs seemed to roll through his entire body.
Arnav found himself holding his breath as he waited…
When she spoke, it was so soft he almost missed the words. “I know…”
Khushi  she trembled against him …
“slow…slowly…” he repeated in his head…
Their lips touched and slowly brushed against each others…
He opened to her and his first taste made his head spin.
Clean.
Innocent.
Perfect.
After everything he’d put her through, he never thought she would see him as her knight in shining armor. 
But here they were…
His passion
Her trust…
Trust.
The nagging guilt was there again…
But as Khushi’s hand trailed up his chest, he lost his senses…
Each touch was light and almost… treasuring.
It burned through his body instantly gaining all his attention…
His heart began demanding he do more than hold her.
But instead of pulling her under him like he wanted to, he touched the back of her neck, relishing the softness of her skin, marveling at how fragile she felt, and ran his other hand down her side.
Finally, he found the silky skin of her thigh.
Arnav went still as she shivered, making a noise in the back of her throat.
That little whimper, more than anything else, undid him.
Deepening the kiss, he hooked his hand around the back of her thigh moved her gently….
She gave a little yelp that turned to a moan when he slowly brought his upper body over hers…
Arnav slowly peeled away every barrier that was between them…
As he softly kissed her, her hands moved softly over his back…keeping up the torturously light stroking.
He leaned down and took one of her nipples in his mouth, sucking incredibly softly…
Every one of her responses was so… he didn’t even know.
It was as if she’d never been touched before.
Arnav took her other nipple, lashing it with his tongue until her entire body quivered.
He ran his hand down her stomach, running his fingers along her dark curls…
He touched her sensitive skin…
Ran the tips of his fingers along and around her core…
All along, he kept his eyes on her face…
Enchanted and flushed…
She cried out and he gave up teasing to push one finger inside her.
Feeling her wet warmth clamp around him, the desire to flip her over and bury himself in her nearly made Arnav pass out.
“No….slow down.”
Massaging her with his finger, he moved back to her first breast, covering it with open mouthed kisses as he pushed a second finger into her.
Her lips parted with each soft moan…
Arnav twisted his wrist, putting pressure on her clitoris…
Her entire body shuddered when he found what he was looking for, mercilessly massaging and stroking with his fingertips.
“Oh… oh God… it feels so…”
Arnav pulled her close…holding her in place as he kept it up until her body became completely under his control…
Her sex began to contract… painfully tight around his fingers…
Her moans became louder…
He’d never heard anything so beautiful in his entire life.
Keeping her on the brink of her climax, his touch softened, then quickened…
He coaxed her mouth open and teased her tongue until she was writhing against him.
Slow.
No matter how much he wanted to thrust deep inside and take her hard, this was going to go slow.
Losing strength fast, Khushi’s arms strained to hold on…
“Khushi…rest your arms on the bed…”
Her eyes opened…
Another surge of passion swept through them at the joining of their eyes…
Her hands dropped to the pillow underneath her head… the position leaving her entire body available for his exploration.
“Arnavji…please…I need you…”
Using only the slightest of pressure, he coaxed her legs open.
“There are no words to describe the love I have for you Khushi…”
Pulling his fingers out slowly, he drew her wetness upwards drawing a quick circle around her pusling bud, making her shake slightly…
The taste of her was an addiction, something he would never get enough of.…
“Please…please Arnavji…”
“I’m here…your climax is going to be intense Khushi…I won’t stop until you’ve exploded with every ounce of your strength…I’ll  tease out your aftershocks until you won’t even remember your name…”…as he spoke, his finger tips lightly circled her clit, making her moans grow louder…
As she writhed beneath him, he moved over her…
Arnav positioned himself, and pushed himself inside her as deep as he could…
As he did, her eyes opened…
Her lips parted on a long deep intake of breath…
Their bodies were as close as two people could be…
She was about to speak when he grabbed her hips and pulled her down even more firmly onto his throbbing spear…
She started to push him away, body screaming that it was too much…
Arnav held her close as her body trembled…
Keeping himself still inside her, he gently sucked on each rigid nipple…
Finally he pressed her forehead to hers, his ragged breaths almost a perfect match for her own.
“Let ME make love to YOU…” Arnav breathed against her lips…
Khushi could do nothing but nod…
Arnav kissed her slowly, thoroughly, his tongue lazily twirling around hers.
As their kisses became deeper, he began moving in and out of her…
Using the barest of movements, he rolled his hips, rubbing against the same spot his fingers had unerringly been massaging moments before.
Khushi moaned as his movements sped up…
Already pressure was building, a wave cresting on the horizon.
She saw Arnav watching her as if he were memorizing her face…
The love beaming from his eyes began sucking her under.
Her body, that was already humming like a live wire, began to throb out of control…
He felt her sheath contracting more violently than before…
“…oh…Oh God…” Khushi bit her lip, trying to muffle her moans.
Arnav brought his mouth to hers, freeing her lip with his tongue…
His rhythm grew jagged, rougher, as he thrust his way into her again and again.
She lay beneath him, giving him full control over her body, giving her full trust over to him…
When Khushi felt his mouth gently sucking her nipple, her body ignited…
Her inner walls began to flutter consistantly against him…
Arnav clung to her as she shuddered…
Her sharp deep breaths were the only sound she could made…
Wave after wave, pleasure overtook her…
Gathering her close, he repeated his love for her over and over…
Then, with a final groan, his erection stiffened harder than he’d ever felt, and he shot his seed deep inside her womb…
He collapsed, rolling off her in nearly the same movement, yet still keeping his hold on her…
She stared at the ceiling, her breath coming in harsh gasps, and smiled when his fingers laced with hers.
Sometime later, he cleared his throat…
When he opened his eyes, hers stared lovingly into his…
“That’s what I wanted to see…your eyes…” he whispered…
……………
PreCap-
“You didn’t tell her the truth?” Nani said in shock
“Nani, she had just recovered! Those days when she wouldn’t wake up were the worst of my life! I didn’t want anything to…”
Nani placed her hand on his shoulder…”I understand that Chote…but don’t lie to her anymore…she deserves to know the truth…”
4 Comments leave one →
  1. September 30, 2012 8:49 pm

    Loved it thnks

  2. October 1, 2012 10:29 am

    Beautiful transition of characters. I could never get enough of these two, but your stories more than make up for what I cannot actually see on TV. Thank a lot for all the wonderful stories… Bless you from bottom of my heart. To our lovely Panda couple.. may their relationship continue to grow and thrive

  3. October 4, 2012 5:43 am

    Lovely update… Can't wait to find out what Arnav's hiding from Khushi,hope its nothing serious otherwise Khushi will be broken as it is she has already suffered a lot.Farheen75

  4. January 8, 2013 5:07 am

    Loved it. Amazing. – desisweetheart9 from IF

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