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FF : I Feel Everything Part 44

September 28, 2013




Following her into the bathroom, he snatched his toothbrush and squeezed a curl of toothpaste to brush behind her in the mirror.
“You’re definitely too prim and proper at the moment Khushi, as much as you pissed me off, I miss my crazy, ridiculous wife…”
Lips sloped in a wry smile, he lifted a lock of her hair to plant a foamy kiss scented with peppermint, and she gave a little squeal.
For a moment, she stared at him in shock, but soon, a glint sparked in her eyes…
“I’ll show you civilized,” she said with a mock glare.
She pinched a small blob of toothpaste on her hand and lunged, slashing him with a trail of minty cream that oozed down his neck.
Eyes circled in shock, he stared, toothbrush still in his mouth.
Slamming it in the sink, he grinned, capturing her from behind.
“So you want to play dirty, do you?” he whispered.
And with a playful flick of his tongue, he murmured hot words in her ear, their intent disarming as much as his actions.
Hands skilled at pure torture and lovemaking traveled her body with a firm caress, and her eyes drifted closed while heat rushed across her skin.
“A…Arnav….”
All tease faded away at the warmth of his touch.
“I love you, Khushi…” he said quietly, his voice husky and low, “and I’ve been craving you since you walked out that door this morning…”
Sweeping her hair aside, he grazed the curve of her neck with his lips, unleashing a soft moan from her throat.
On the verge of exploding, Arnav sucked down hard…

“Just WHAT do you think you’re doing!?” she yelped…
He didn’t answer as his hands moved and firmly grabbed two handfuls of the fabric that covered her chest, and ripped…
“Arnav!”
His eyes were burning with desire…
She was now writhing in his arms…”You just…You…!”
Holding her closely, with one arm wrapped securely around her midriff, he reached over and grabbed the toothpaste once more…
“I’d stop struggling if I were you, Khushi…Because I have waited the entire day for you…and I will NOT be stopped now…” he laughed and pressed his lips up to her ear…”And I can always buy you a new dress…”
Khushi’s hands were resting on his arms that held her waist as she watched his other hand press the middle of the tube…
White paste sloshed out and onto his fingers…”Now…you wanted to play…so we’re going to play…”
“Wh…What are you going to…” but her words were cut short when he squished the paste on the pads of his fingertips…
“This stuff has quite a ‘fizz’ to it…doesn’t it?”
Her eyes met his in the mirror, and she nodded warily…
“Then I wonder how it would feel…right…here…” she watched his hand carefully as it moved towards her chest…
Her eyes widened…
“Keep your hands where they are…” he warned
And in less than a heartbeat, she felt him spread the thick cream over her nipple…
First it was soft and smooth…
But as he continued to rub, it began to tingle…
“oh…good God! What…what is…”
Releasing her waist, he turned her around…
Bracketing his hands on her hips, he pulled her closer as his mouth swooped in and suctioned down HARD onto her tingling nerves…

His free hand moved up to her other nipple, spreading more tingling mint over her…
Her knees buckled at the new sensations, and her hands quickly flew to the sink behind her to hold herself up…
But Arnav wouldn’t have let her fall…
The tingling…
His mouth…
Their closeness…
Her core was pouring out with desire…
He held onto her tight and began flicking his tongue over her hard nub…
Khushi felt the movement of his tongue, and began moaning loudly…
Suddenly his mouth pulled away, and she became enraged…
Turned back slightly, she grabbed the toothpaste and squeezed a large blob of it into the palm of her hand…
He grinned and turned his head to the side…”Go on…add some more to my neck…I expect you to lick it clean though…”
Her eyes narrowed as she saw his conceited face…
Digging her fingers into the waistband of his pants, she yanked them down and wrapped her entire, minty hand around his hard penis…
Instantly, his head darted back to stare at her, and his hand rushed to cover hers…
“Fuck…Khushi…what…Oh GOD! What is that…that tingling…!?”
Her grip tightened…”What? You can dish it out, but you can take it!?”
Grabbing her wrist he tried to pull her hand away, and to his surprise, she let him…
“I didn’t really want my hand there anyway…”
His confusion was quickly erased when she dropped to her knees, her hands resting on his thighs…
He couldn’t make single move as he watched her open her mouth and completely cover the head of his erection…
Khushi heard his shaky breath out as she pushed her tongue forwards to massage the slit…
He let out a strangled grunt and braced his hands on the edge of the sink…
Arnav could feel her warm fingers resting on his legs, but they didn’t move…
The only part of her that moved was her head…
Relaxing her tongue, she slowly leaned in…
Deeper…
Deeper…
Sweat broke out on Arnav’s forehead as his throbbing arousal slid down into her throat and back out again…
Khushi’s body hummed with the longingness to please him, to pleasure him…
Her tentative tongue laved the underside of his shaft and the shiver that tore through him spurred her on…
Suddenly her hands moved…
She gripped his length with one hand, and his bare bottom with the other, pulling him towards her…
Arnav began to reel in the splendour of her taking charge…
His heart and mind were almost in overdrive…
He ran his hand through her hair and fisted it…
Panic shot through him that he might hurt her, but she was taking him over so fervently that he could barely contain his thoughts…
Mindless, Khushi sucked and tongued, and laved him and soon heard him murmering…”I’m going to…oh…oh…I”m going to…”
Using her hand to slide over his length, she tightened her lips over his shaft and circled her tongue over the very tip…
“Whoa, GOD!!!!” he roared as a thunderous orgasm tore through his body…
His entire being shook with the force of his climax…
Khushi drank down every last drop of his salty-minty essence…
She would have continued some post orgasm torture if he hadn’t gripped her head and then her shoulders, lifting her to her feet…
Spinning them around, he twisted the shower faucet and immersed their bodies under the warm water…
Safe in his arms, she held onto him as he shuddered…
She could see that he’d kicked off his pants, and that her ripped dress was laying close beside them…
Lifting her face to his, she felt his hands begin to move over her body…
Khushi surrendered to whatever he was about to do…
As his hands caressed her, and touched her, she carefully lathered some soap in her hands and pulled him close…
Khushi massaged the slippery foam over his back, his neck…
Arnav was in a heaven he never thought he’d return to…
Her fingers were all over him…
Touching, pressing, moving…
Her nails scraped up into his hair as she massaged his head…
She pulled his head downwards and ran her tongue along his neck, tasting the paste…
“Mmmmm” she murmered…
“Khushi…?”
“Yes?”
“Is…is this really happening?”
Her heart ached…
She knew how much he had gone through, how terrified he was of losing her…
“Ofcourse it is…You’re my husband…my best friend…my lover…”
Moving their bodies further under the water, she rinsed the suds off him and only then did she realize that he had been simultaneously washing her…
When he emerged from under the spray, he rotated their bodies so that she was now under the water…
Threading his fingers into the thickness of her hair, he began to rinse the chocolate brown waves…
Her eyes closed and her head fell back, baring the line of her neck…
Leaning down, he pressed his lips against her skin…
“My God you are…you are perfect…”
Khushi felt a sudden onset of tears coming and held on tighter to his arms…
He stepped forwards, looking into her eyes…
“You can hide your tears…I know what is water and what is not…”
She threw her arms around him and held on…”I love you…I love you so deeply…thankyou…thankyou so much…”
His hands massaged her back and shoulders as he asked…”why are you thanking me? Khushi, I would rather hear you say that you forgive me…”
“Thankyou…for…for believing in us…in everything we have together…you didn’t give up…you…ohhhh….”
One of his hands now rested on her breast, his fingers softly rolling her nipple…
“I have told you before, Khushi…I love you…You are part of me…I love your spirit, your passion…your determination to survive…no one, NO ONE has ever made me feel so strongly for them…You were made for me…your body was made to fit mine…your heart was made to match mine…”
He lifted her chin again and this time, his lips sought hers…
His kiss was gentle, yet possessive…

The mint was now gone, taken over by a stronger flavor.
As his tongue tangled with hers, she heard the water shut off…
“Bed…now…”
Khushi grinned, but quickly tried to stop him…”Arnav…Arnav…wait…”
He stopped instantly…”What…are you alright? Khushi! Are you okay!?”
Her hands smoothed up over his chest, “I’m fine…I just wanted to say…Let’s rest tonight…”
His eyes widened…”What?” he paused and then said louder…”WHAT!?”
Laughing, she shook her head…”I only say it because you have been taking the lead on this for a long time now…I wanted to give YOU pleasure…and now, you deserve sleep…Please…”
Scooping her up in his arms, he marched out into their room and dropped her onto the bed with a thud…
Striding away, he locked the doors, and made sure the curtains were closed…
Turning back to her, his eyes were almost black with emotion…
“You think I’ve been doing all this just to try and rid you of the fear I caused…ME! I caused it! But do you think that is the only reason why I crave you in the unnatural way that I do!?”
Khushi felt her nerves kick in…”I…I only…I was just…”
“I know what you were saying…and…damn it I love you even more for that! But that doesn’t make me want to go to sleep!”
His voice mocked the word…
Crawling up over her, he snarled…”It makes me want to ravage you!”
Grabbing her knees, he pushed her legs open wide, and wasted not one second…
His  thrust drove her a couple of inches up the bed.
The second slammed the breath from her lungs.
When he lunged a third time, she was electrified, and wrapped herself around him, absorbing the thrust like a blow that reverberated through her entire body.
“Khushi…” he said in a hoarse voice she almost didn’t recognize…
He peeled her legs away from around his waist, and pulled out…
Her eyes were wide…”What…what are you doing?”
His flashing eyes met with hers…”I want to see what I’m about to enjoy…”
He leaned down and eyed her core as though it were the most delicious thing he’d ever seen…
When he blew out  a warm breath, she shuddered and murmered…”Please…please don’t torture me…”
Using his fingers to part her nether lips, his eyes zoned in on her pink ripe bud…
Ever fiber of his being made him want to dive in, to suckle her sweetness and tongue-thrust her weeping core until she tried out…
But he held himself in check…
He wanted…needed to please her…
Holding her folds open, he pressed his lips to her, trailing his tongue along the hot pink ridge crowning her sex…
“Beautiful…” he whispered…
Khushi whimpered and shifted, inching toward him, but Arnav wasn’t ready to appease her yet…
With determined patience, he moved to kiss her inner thigh, delighting in the little quivers that ran through her body…
Once more, he fanned her centre with a warm breath and then breathed her essence back in through his nostrils…
Just the scent of her made him rock hard.
She tried to close her legs, to draw his mouth to her flesh, but her caught her roughly with his hands and pushed her thighs open incredibly wide…
Gasping, Khushi punched the mattress beneath her…”Arnav…Arnav…I wanted you to rest…and now…now…Oh God…”
He drew back far enough to gaze at her…
Khushi knew exactly what he was looking at, and it made her whole body flush with heat…
Arnav couldn’t get enough of her…
His eyes were drinking in the beauty he saw…
Delicate pink folds that parted to expose a creamy core…
His arousal surged, demanding to be inserted there…
Without warning, he swooped in and pressed his tongue flat against her clitoris…
She jolted in response…
“Mmmm…” he voiced his pleasure and brought his head up so he could see her face…
Her hair was framing her face, some of the wet strands sticking to her neck…
A deep blush blazed on her pink cheeks and her lips were open and panting…
When her lashes opened, she caught him looking at her…
He had to fight the overpowering urge to shove inside her and find his release right then and there…
Their eyes stayed on each other as he sunk two fingers into her centre…
He reveled in the way her eyes widened and she gasped, arching her back…
Her cream began to drip and all Arnav could think about was lapping it up…
Withdrawing his fingers, he drove his tongue into her opening, bringing it back out to sweep upward over her clitoris and then back down…
Her nipples tightened and she watched him with pleading eyes…
He could smell her feminine sweetness, he could see all her hidden treasures laid open, spread wide for his eyes alone…
Cream oozed, seeping out…
It was torture…
He was devouring her, watching her squirm and beg, wanting him to appease her, wanting him to help her find release…
“Enough…” he growled… and rose up over her…
His arousal speared inside her body…
Her arms instantly surrounded him and he could feel just how close she was…
Khushi let out an animalistic groan…”Oh God let me come…please…please Arnav…please…”
“Your wish is my command,” he vowed and tilted her pelvis so he could ram against her where she needed it.
Instantly, her body went rigid…
Her eyes were wide and unblinking…
Arnav’s gaze stayed on hers as her body clamped down viciously on his…
Finally, a gut-wrenching moan gurgled up from the depths of her chest and she shook, long and hard…
That did it for him, and his testes tightened and released a thick stream of cum inside her trembling body…
He grunted and tensed, feeling every pulse from his body shoot deeply into hers…
His movements had stopped, but his desire still wasn’t sated…
He lowered his head and suckled softly on her breasts…
Khushi whimpered as her after shocks became drawn out…
He continued to taste from her until he had wrenched every last bit of pleasure from her…
And then, she went limp…
He smiled and gently kissed her mouth…”I love you…sleep well my wife…”
Khushi couldn’t open her eyes,  but managed to whisper…”I love you…you…you animal…”
She gave a soft laugh, making his heart swell, and they fell asleep…
……………….
Khushi woke up with a warm and achy glow…
As her eyes opened she saw a rose on Arnav’s pillow…
Sitting up, she lifted the rose and breathed in it’s scent…
She could hear the shower running and knew that he wasn’t far…
Swinging her legs over the side of the bed, she rolled her neck as she stretched…
A sudden shock gripped her…
Her eyes fused shut as a numbness spread over her body…
“Oh no…”
Bending over, she held her head in her hands, pulling at her hair…
“No…no no no…please…”
Panic attack.
They always came out of nowhere…
This wasn’t just a memory.
She had learned about the effects of post traumatic stress disorder, but every time a panic attack hit her, she was desperate to stop it…
Taking a deep breath, she swallowed hard, trying to force it away…
“No…no please, I was doing so…so well…I don’t want Arnavji to see me like this…no…”
But the pain and despair was speeding towards her…
She stood up, shaking her head…
Her fists were clenched and anger was boiling in her veins…
“No…I was happy…this will pass…this…this is all because of ….”
Arnav walked out of the bathroom and saw her standing there…
Shoulders hunched over…
Her hands clasped into fists…
“Khushi?”
Her head snapped up and he saw it…
“Khushi…?” he walked forwards slowly…”Sweetie, are you having…”
“What do you care!” she screamed out without thinking…
His eyes narrowed as he practically pinned her to the wall, blocking any retreat with his arms and body…”Out with it…you have something running through that head of  yours that is making you cry…I know you can’t stop the panic attacks, but you can damn well let me help you!”
Her heart raced at the dramatic change in him…
From gentle to now demanding…
“No…no…I don’t want to speak out my-“
Arnav took a menacing step forwards…
She felt her eyes grow wide, and she sucked in a breath as disbelief and anger welled…”Arnavji…I told…”
“Arnav! Don’t start calling me Arnavji just because you’re panicking…” he corrected her…
She was near tears, but she was not about to let her fears take hold again…
She batted her eyes furiously and twisted her head to hide the one tear that trickled down her cheek…
This close, she could smell the virile scent of his skin, the hot breath that wafted from his mouth…
Why did everything feel as if it were crashing down around her?
Why did she ALWAYS have to be dragged down by a flashback…?
Why did this all even have to happen…?
Before she could stop herself, a sob tore from her throat…
“Khushi…?” the immediate love and compassion in his voice was her undoing…
Tears burned her eyes and spilled down her face…
“No…no sweetie, stop…” he chanted as his wiped her tears away with his thumbs…”Stop, please…I didn’t mean to…shit…not again…I…I only want to help you out of this…I’m not angry…”
He bent down and began kissing her cheeks, cooing to her to stop crying, and promising that he was going to make everything alright…
In Khushi’s mind, the frightening reality was rearing it’s head once more…
“No…” she whispered…”No…” getting louder…”No…I don’t want that memory! NO!”
But it hit her…
Arnav felt powerless to stop it…
He cursed that he had taken part in her post traumatic reactions…
Panic and anger flared inside her as she pummeled his bare chest with her fists…
“Khushi…Stop…” he begged, easily deflecting her blows, seizing her wrists in his hand and pinning them to the small of her back…
“Let go of me! Let go! I was  alone! I was…all….all… alone…”
He took a measured breath in, and refused to be put off balance…
His body was hard against hers and she felt his hard shaft prodding her abdomen…
“Let me go!” she seethed…
But instead of letting her go through this panic attack, he decided to take control…
He slammed her back into the wall, and kissed her fiercely…
His hands loosened on her wrists and she pushed feebly at him until her body gave up and, instead, she clung desperately to his shoulders…
“I’m sorry…” he breathed into her mouth as he rucked up her chemise, dragged her up by one thigh, and impaled her on his engorged phallus…
Khushi gasped and held onto him for dear life…
His grasp on her was tight and secure as he pummeled into her…
Her head swam with rising need, a need that outweighed anything she was previously feeling…
She was crying out, moaning loudly…
In his arms, she could forget the war that was raging in her mind…
She could forget that, even though, her mind was still plagued by memories, that he was her steadfast husband, committed to her, in love with her…no matter the cost.
Arnav’s breathing was as harsh as his movements as, time and again, he slammed his groin into hers…
When Khushi thought she couldn’t take it any longer, he stopped, still holding her fastened to the wall, still with his stiff erection embedded inside her…
He rested his forehead on hers…
With him wedged against her, she could hear the pounding of his heart beating almost faster than her own…
She could feel the hot whispers of his deep breaths fanning the sensitive skin of her  neck…
“I am sorry Khushi…for what I did…but I’m not letting you go through this alone…I know you still get flashbacks, I know you still hurt…but so help me God, I am not letting you go through this alone…”
His eyes shot to hers, and held her gaze…
But the peace of the moment suddenly fractured…
Pulling out of her body, he spun her around and backed away from the wall, keeping her back close to his chest…
When they were in the middle of the room, he held her still, and roughly slammed back inside her from behind…
Her hands grappled for balance, but there was nothing to hold onto…
She screamed out in terror combined with pleasure…
“I’ve got you! I’m holding you!” he growled…
Still, her hands searched for something to hold onto…
Arnav grabbed one of her forearms, and pulled her back against him harshly as he plunged in and out, filling her completely…
“I said…I’VE GOT YOU!” he warned…
“I’m…I’m…scared…”
His loins slapped against her buttocks as he buried his thick penis inside her body…
“Ahhhh!” she screamed as her inner muscles began to ripple…
He knew that she felt as though she could fall, as though there was nothing to hold onto, but that’s what he needed…
He needed to show her that, once again, he was there…and he wouldn’t let her go…
Clenching her teeth, she held tight to his arm that braced around her torso…
His pelvis was digging into hers…
The pace was fast and she could no longer match it…
As he thrust inside her, he pulled her closer…”I’m not letting go! You’re not going to fall!”
Her channel was aching with pain and need…
Her muscles were burning from the strain as she tried to hold herself up…
She could hardly breathe with her body in such a vulnerable position, but as the ripples inside became stronger, she felt a flush of heat spread over her…
She glanced over her shoulder, and their eyes connected…
“You won’t let me fall…”
He stared for a moment, and then snarled…”Not now, not ever…”
Releasing all the tension, she rested her head back against him, and the onslaught began again…
Only this time, she used all her energy to feel…to accept the sensations that were now imprinting into her…
His own stifled moans mingled with hers…
She was plastered against him, and he could feel her body suddenly hurtling towards a climax that she was probably not ready for…
“Here it comes…” he breathed against her hair…
“Oh…oh God…Oh…Oh my God! Arnav!!!!!”
Her body shook , and he held on…
Her channel gushed as he erupted inside her, the strength of his own orgasm knocking his breath away…
He embedded himself deeper as her core contracted around him…
Her moans became broken, and he felt his shattered soul fuse back together…
Her knees buckled, and he held her up against his heart…
Barely able to move, he drifted their joined bodies towards the bed, and they sank down onto the soft sheets…
Her mind went blissfully blank as he remained inside her, his hands holding her close, roaming over her breasts…
“I love you Arnav…I love…love you…”
Arnav was inundated with emotion…
He embraced her tightly…
“My God…I’m…I’m so madly in love with you…I wasn’t thinking properly…Are you okay?”
Khushi gave a breathy smile, and nodded…
“The need to help you, to possess you, to…God…I don’t KNOW the right word for what I was overwhelmed with…”
Arnav could feel little pulses still throbbing in her sheath…
His lips found the damp skin of her neck, and he began to nip at her…
“Mmmm….”
He released her breast momentarily to pull a blanket over their bodies…
“You’re still inside me…”
He returned his hand to her swollen breast, gently swirling his finger around her nipple…”I know…”
“I…I don’t want to have flashbacks anymore…I don’t want to…OUCH!”
Arnav bit down on her, making her cry out…”Khushi, it hasn’t even been a year…give yourself some time…you are doing so well…you are the strongest woman I know…and look, look how quickly you trusted me…how can you think sound so defeated when your progress is astonishing!?”
Khushi smiled, and nestled her bottom against his pelvis…
He growled…”Do that again, and we may end up in here for the entire day…”

10 Comments leave one →
  1. September 28, 2013 2:15 am

    Yippee i m 1st. So stalking after every 10 minutes really works.. LOVED IT! Loved the update. Wow i always wanted to see paste-romance.good one..n the 2nd part was amazing.hw he soothed her.just mindblowing!

  2. September 28, 2013 2:51 am

    where were you for such a long time.. fantastic update.. i just love this arnav who doesn't give up on them

  3. September 28, 2013 5:51 am

    hi missed having your updatesthat was so hot and sexy, all the "tingling"those panic attacks just shatters Khushiglad that Arnav understands and is helping her overcome them

  4. September 28, 2013 8:56 am

    where were you gone haa…loved the updateshe is coming his fiesty wife…last line was LOL,,,, trust him to get back with so much strenght to pleasure themself again…..AGAIN

  5. undercoverhappy permalink
    September 29, 2013 1:12 am

    was missing this FF

    Arnav persistence in showing his love to Kushi is beautifully put

    fab passionate update

  6. September 29, 2013 8:27 pm

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  7. September 29, 2013 8:42 pm

    WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN ? ALL OKAY !?!?!?!Sarah can u pass me that toothpaste and the soap ! When will these panic attacks of hers stop ? Its taking a toll on their married life ?!Arnav loves Khushi…death do us apart, and after that too…that kindda love and so does Khushi ! But how long can Arnav take this ? No wonder he got agressive anger took over him when he was talking to Khushi ! Arnav though is a very loving and understanding husband who is trying his level best to get his wife , Khushi out of it ! ( where do you get husbands like Arnav these days ? *sigh* …Arnav, naughty boy , knows very well how to pacify Khushi and get her out of the attack…his tried and tested where insanity happens.. Total submition of their bodies to each other, without holding back and listening to each other during that state. Not only verbally but also by knowing expressions !!!Ahem…Ahem…*coughing clearing throat drinking water*…. how on earth do you get these ideas and are able to pen it down with utmost brilliance with right amount of emotions. Not going overboard. Tell me *nindy sits with paper pen waiting*

  8. October 1, 2013 1:17 am

    AWESOME UPDATE THAT WAS HOT AND SO SAD WHEN SHE HAD A PANIC ATTACK LOVED HOW ARNAV MADE HER RODE IT THROUGH AWESOME UPDATE LOVED IT

  9. October 19, 2013 6:24 am

    Loved the update. Amazing.-desisweetheart9 from IF.

  10. October 30, 2013 12:56 pm

    Awesome update….really sad that Khushi still gets her panic attacks…..but at least with Arnav’s help she is slowly getting better. Many thanks

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